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Thursday, June 1st, 2006
6:19 pm
hey life is pretty crazy,michael fucked me over he has a new fucking girlfriend already....been chillen with jon less because school...been chillen with beth n ej alot....went to rock 101 summer sky fest last sunday and memorial day the beahc with rick,ej,beth, and christian...chilled with sean my new hot friend from sterling..there was definate flirting so i guess thats good even though i still cant stop thinking bout mike...my mom put misty my cat to sleep yesterday so im kinda down cuz of that...well yeah thats all for now

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Sunday, May 14th, 2006
4:49 pm
Ok been awhile....here is pretty much what ive done...
Party with jon,michelle,beth,josh,ej,aL,bob,gabe n krissy........get drunk n shit...smoke too......
uh got a job at the compound n started hairdressing its awesome i been here 2 weeks n im so ahead i gave myself a cute cut n did bleach blonde frame...im gonna do a color process next week probably a reddish brown....met some cool chicks in school especially Tracey!!
Uhhh chilled with micheal that was fun lots of tickle wars and pizza and friendly cuddling hehe....talked to him on the phone last night till like 3 am i think im not sure though cause i was drunk!!!
Ummm im getting chinese jow so im out

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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
2:40 pm
monday = hangover form hell...walked halfway to jons feeling dead...got michelle and shane and chilled...
matt barrett,me,al,tim and jon chilled and drank and went to dennys!!!
Matt got snake bits he looks hott!!!

tuesday-kareoke fun and dancing...i dressed up all cute too with mattys pimp hat..matt is a sweetie he likes me but im hesitant we kissed and shit but i unno..went to dennys after kareoke....fun..meghan was drunk n being dumb me and jon stayed up till 6 to pick up shane haha.....then we went to dunkins and chilled talking

today me and jon are shopping for things to make his apartment better...chillen with jess tucker too...i wanna get subway

I start hairdressing next tuesday

thats all peace!!!

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Monday, April 24th, 2006
8:26 pm
wedensday boston was fun chelsea came with us..so many hot guys!!!

thursday..fri..sat..with jon shane n michelle as usual....oh n al and josh...made malibu bay breezes at jons they were delcious!!!


sunday chilled with gabe then went to jons for a bit then tim picked me up and i slept over there and got waaaay too drunk from whicksey yuck!!!!

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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
12:29 pm - quick update
ok thursday we ended up waiting for michelle then picking up her and josh then we started going but it was closing so we went to greendale which sucked...then we went to a party at the qaurries with all us plus al,matt,and some others...
it was fun my first bonfire party i went to this year!!
it sucked though i had on sandals and had to climb the rocks and then got drunk and matt carried me down them...
then i slept over jons

friday went to solomon pond mall met my myspace friend ricky and met this hot kid named mike who worked at x swords....we did another quarries party....slept over jons

saturday went home midday and chilled

sunday easter at my grams then went to jons and slept over

monday slept over jons went to this kareoke at dempseys in fitchburg with me jon al tim and meghan i got drunk then we went to dennys,i got in a fight with meghan

tuesday chilled at jons all day kareoke at the compund they have an 18+ club downstairs now....finally met tim♥
jon was drunk i had to drive him home

today/wedensday me shane and michelle and jon are going to boston

current mood: crazy

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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
4:28 pm
Hmm hanging out at jon knutsons heres what i remember since the last update lol.........
wedensday-sleepover jons get drunk with him shane and michelle
thursday-hangout at jons get high with michelle and sleepover again
friday-hangout with meghan pick up benny and alisha...drink and go to jons and we all go to davey d's and get drunk even more...then me and meghan slept over her house...
saturday-RIVER RAT DAY....drink and party from 2 pm till 4 am.....me alisha meghan zak and dan were the main group....i went on the zipper with lisa and she almost killed us she had the shit spinning before the ride started....so much fun
sunday-dan brought me home...me and meghan go running and then go to jons and chill with michelle and shane and him and have fun time...go to dennys
monday-chill with meghan go to jons and watch some disgusting movie pink flamingos....had fun time with michelle and ashley norton....
tuesday-kareoke yayyyyy and drunk and dennys
wedensday-sign up for hairdressing school i start in 17 days and then jon picked me up and we went to carols with michelle and shane and got ice cream....slept over jons
thursday-im at jons chillen with shane michelle and him ..were going to solomon pond mall after we drop off michelle...ashley norton might come cool shit im done my week in a nutshell lol

current mood: happy

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Saturday, April 1st, 2006
4:45 pm
my past few days..........

Mon-help julie move hang with megan

tuesday-compound kareoke,megan couldnt go,chilled with steve n jeff

wed-help julie move and she tells me i can have a jacuzzi party since it was the last day having a jacuzzi...so me shane ibanez,john kanoostin(spelling?) and michelle chill in the ghetto jacuzzi and the sauna,it was fun then we went to the nashua dennys so we could smoke ciggarerttes got lost 3 hrs lmao but we had a fuckin blast!!! It was awesome chillen with them!!

thurs-help julie move go to kareoke go home early go with megan to dennys

friday-went to doyle fiel with megan to go running we ran around the track 10-12 times im not totally sure if you could count two of the runs lol then shabooms with megan and dennys which was fucking packed

today-soloman pond mall with my family,chilled with jason at journeys and ran into dad and his girl...

the end

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Monday, March 27th, 2006
12:37 pm - days go bye........
well life has been rather crazy lately,everything just seems to be getting more and more fucked up and mike is being a fucking asshole
It hurts to know you put so much time and love into being with someone and they throw it all away...i dunno i guess he wants to fuck these two skanks from west boylston,he cut his hair wicked ugly i hate it.
i have been drinking almost everynight thats my life right now,and smoking too but more drinking...usually megan and i get drunk and go to dennys and pull all nighters i havent had a good sleep in sooooo long but i dont care,shane told me to join AA lol that kids hilarious we have be texting each other alot and he always says the funniestt hings that take me out of shitty moods,thank god for cool kids lol..........
well last sunday got invited by Sir Joseph Maxim Rosbury tha 3rd to come chill at the jamspot,we got drunk then went to dennys lol...
saturday we went to a party at the jamspot,not many ppl recognized me at first now that my hairs longer and ive dropped like 15-20 lbs since i saw them 5 months ago...it was great to get compliments and not be compared to ashley....i hungout with my most favoritist person in the whole fucking world Mr.Steve Hall♥
at first we kinda avoided eahc other cuz of old shit but after i had 3 beers and a double shot of an incredible hulk i started blabbing lol,he and i smoked in the courtyard thing and talked for hours,he is so sweet i was cold and he gave me his hoodie and hugged me to keep me warm,we just sat cuddling and talking for hours he is such an awesome friend i love the kid....then i had 4 more beers and me and steve had to break up a fight and carry johnny man to his car,then we had to break up johnny n joe it was odd,so me steve and megan went to dunkin donuts and steve bought me coffee...megan said after she dropped me off at home all he talked about was how awesome i am,i was like i fucking miss the fuck outta that kid....then yesterday megan and i went to kareoke at the bar and after kareoke went to dennys then went and drank i had 3 of these drinks the guy made up called fishbowls(cuz they look like dirty fishwater which is gross but they tasted good)and went to the jamspot chilled with joe n got dunkins then megan and i got to my house at 6 am again for the like 8th time in a week n a half my mom bitched me out and i told her to fuck off cuz if i have no cerfew why does it matter so she shut up and megan and i went to bed....i have a hangover..dunno what im doing tonight i have yet to decide,ill prbably get drunk n stoned go me lol

current mood: hungover

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Saturday, March 18th, 2006
6:40 pm
this kinda sums up the pain ive been thru

Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
No forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a weak little girl, but I can't go back
i cant take away that day

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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
2:07 pm
Date & location::: August 2, 2006 Fitchburg, Mass. Fitchburg Airport

18 Visions***
Aiden
888
The Academy Is**
Against Me!**
Alexisonfire*****
Amber Pacific
Anti Flag
Armor For Sleep***
ASG
Billy Talent
The Bled
Bouncing Souls
Bullet For My Valentine****
Buzzcocks
The Casualties
Die Hunns
Down To Earth Approach
Dropping Daylight
The Early November****
Eight Fingers Down (Bbq Band)
Emanuel
Emery******************************
Every Time I Die***
The Fall Of Troy
Flashlight Brown
From Autumn To Ashes*****
From First To Last
The Fully Down
Gatsbys American Dream
The Germs
Greeley Estates****
Gym Class Heroes*
Hellogoodbye
Helmet
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
Less Than Jake
The Living End
Moneen
Motion City Soundtrack***
Mute Math******
Nofx**
Over It
Paramore
The Pink Spiders
Pistolita
Plain White T's
Protest The Hero
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reggie & The Full Effect*****
Rise Against****
Riverboat Gamblers
Saosin**
Say Anything**
Saves The Day******
Senses Fail******
Silverstein***
The Sounds
State Radio
Stretch Arm Strong******
The Sunstreak (Bbq Band)
Thursday*************
Underoath**********
Valient Thorr
Voltera

i got tickets for me and mike as a birthday present to him,im keeping em at my dads.....as long as he isnt mean i will give him it!!

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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
1:37 pm
"The Ponytail Parades"

Three sleepless nights,
this isn't how its supposed to be.
But you are so good at
taking your time to get back to me.

I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me.
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.

But it doesn't feel right,
holding someone else's hand.
Together on phone line,
and living at two opposite ends.

It scares me to think,
that you could find takers other than me
and better than me.

But you're head is elsewhere,
and I’m talking enough for both of us.
When will you see it's not (it’s not) so easy for me
you’re careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.

And I thought that you said
things were improving.
These laces are untied,
but my feet are still walking away.

(I fall from you eyes, your eyes I trusted, you said forever)
I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
(Don't say...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
(Don't say that we can...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
(Don't say that we can still be...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?
(Don't say that we can still be friends)

Erase my name from this page.

How can you take all these days
(What is inside of me what have I done?)
and throw them away
(Is this the only way that you will notice me?)
as I sit here waiting for you (for you)
(Dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)

I stay up nights
(If you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky
(Why cant you look at me can you only see?)
knowing what my dreams can take away
(Sides, your side, can take away)
Walk away from me.
This night is done.

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11:00 am
LAST NIGHT=AMAZING.....
So Micheal,Me n Tiff went to Taste of Chaos laste night.At first the drive up was akward mike didnt talk to me much and so i pretended to sleep but got wiked teary eyed and texted tiff about it even though she was beind me..then we get thier and we are standing in line,the line wnet wicked fucking fast...We got in and i saw chris,tonys pal,went and bought tee shirts and got a cd,then the three of us were standing with each other and greenley estates started they were awesome,then funeral for a friend went on and thier were these girls all dressed the same in thier pastel tanks and micros minis jumping around in front of tiff and me and knocking into us so i like pushed them wicked hard it was so funny,then this pit just like transforms magically in front of us and i get stick in the middle and just thrash around until i get out and find ive lost mike n tiff so i turn around n theres tiff and we see mike so we go near him.Then AS I LAY DYING went on and there were some sick fucking pits and im sitting there moshing and like decked this girl in the face it was so funny,the mike runs into chelsea during it and tiff goes it's the ex-girlfriend club,that kinda made me sad so i decided to mosh somemore and then they started doing confided and me,tiff,and chelsea started a pit that was sick as fuck,tiff looked so badass with her bandana on.Then they broke out with Forever and everyone went nuts,i loved it!!!
Then mike,me,n tiff went to sit down cuz mike got food and a drink he shared with me,it was gatorade so it was kinda gross but i was so thirsty!!
So then ATREYU was gonna start so me and tiff run down to the front and we were like wicked close up front and as soon as they took stage and started playing bleeding mascaras first few chords ppl went in fucking sane!! So pits were everywhere and me and tiff were just like gah but we had so much fun,two circle pits erupted on the left and right of us.Then i found a wallet that had a visa giftcard in it and a mcdonalds card and a blockbuster giftcard no one claimed em so we kept em lol...so then atreyu ends with lipgloss and black(just like they did at the palladium both times i saw them lol)...and tiff and i make our way to the front for story of the year!! So we are right up front for story of the year and when they started the dude behind me is like humping me n im like ahhh tiff lol and then pits break out once again and little did we know mike was to the left of us the whole time lol!!
So me n tiff are moshing doing our things getting broken up and right when they started the second to last song im in a pit and some dood rips my shirt in half and im like ah trying to cover myself and im screaming tifffffffffffff tifffffffffffff cause she has my other shirt and im like omg and these kids help me find her and im like shirt shirt cause i had bought a concert tee n it was in her bag pack and then we are going towards each other and a pit breaks out in the middle of us and im like omg so we finally get to each other and we are walking towards the seats and we walk into a pit accidently and i get punched right in the face so im like wtf,the kid apologized and we went to the bathroom so i could change into the tee shirt.so then we go out for a smoke and chelsea comes over,hey akward!!! so we go inside and i get Atreyu autographs for mike and i and hugs from them,and get free rockstar energy drinks,then i run over and story of the year is just starting autographs and thrice is setting up so i walk over to the sotry of the year both and they recognized me from being in a pit and the shirt incedent so i got to cut like 100 kids in line so i made sure to get mike thier autograph too cause i know he loves them and i get to give em all hugs!!
then i walk back and see mike and give him the autograph he gave me a huge hug,made me happy and then i went to go get as i lay dying auto's but missed em....but i got free rockstar energy drink hats for mike me n tiff...then i got the singer of greeneley estates to autogrpah a poster got a bunch of free posters for mike and i....then went to the ernie ball booth won some taste of chaos guitar picks for mike n i...then mike found me and we walked around,then we found tiff n went to go sit and i ran into kenan so we chilled with kenan and mike to to meet the infamous kenan.then streetdrum corps went on and mike n kenan n kenans pal watched em while i chatted with tiff n dean larkin,then 2 members of atreyu stand right next to mike n the guys n im like omg trying to get mike to notice they finaly did n we chatted with the guys and then story of the year walks by were like fuckin awesome!! So we sat and watched deftones and then then left,rockstar truck was giving away free rockstars so we fucking bombared it i tried to take a case n got yelled at but we made off with like 15-16 drinks,2 i gave away i was like yeeah ,we went to dennys and ate food and chatted...it was great just being thier feeling like nothing was wrong talking to mike and being happy....we all had so much fun,we agreed that me mike n tiff are gonna go to warped tour...and i had been saving for me and mike to go to cancun when we were togther and we decided to still go so yay for that..
but im gonna go down a rockstar cause im tired as fuck so later!!

current mood: excited

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Sunday, March 5th, 2006
7:08 pm
i hurt so much you dont even understand.
i couldnt even work without busting into tears,
and then knowing you said you wanted to be a part of my life only to reject me,just puts a bigger hole in this torn heart....

With This Knife"

I let myself fall into a lie
I let my walls come down
I let myself smile and feel alive
I let my walls come down
No matter how i try i don't know why
You push me so far away
You wrapped your hands tight around my heart
And squeezed it full of pain

[Chorus:]
With this knife i'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you

I can't believe the way you took me down
I never saw the pain
Coming in a million broken miles
Like poison for my veins

[Chorus]

The hate and the fear
The nightmares that wake me up
In tears
The nightmares and (the hate)...

43 to me and then blacking out,you dont even understand how ruined my life is because of this

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Saturday, March 4th, 2006
6:10 am
"When It All Falls Apart"

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

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6:00 am - heavily broken.......
This day could not get any worse.
This life could not get any worse.
No amount of Alcoholic bevarages,drugs,razors,or tears could cure me.
It's 6 am and im a mess of tears,tangled hair,and other things.
Im so empty so alone so incomplete and so fucking miserable,so you caqn laugh all you want,laugh at my unhappiness,laugh cause im a mess,laugh cuz im crying,laugh cuz my life completely sucks,cuz right now nothing matters to be but him,and obviously that doesnt mean much either...
im on a short fuse now,i broke last night and i will again....i just wanna get the fuck out of this town out of this state out of this life out of this body,i wanna take a vacation to a place far far far away a place where ill never been seen again,a place where my soul can fly free...Oh Sweet lovely death
I am waiting for your breath
Come sweet death, one last caress
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Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm starting screaming and
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do?)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

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Saturday, February 25th, 2006
3:20 pm
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
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Have you ever got that feeling like your whole world is suddenly starting to fall apart and nothing is what it should be.
Like maybe things could be right but you know they are not,and they probably never will be.
You dont know how to feel or act and you cant control time or take it back.You want to make things right but no matter how hard you try it is almost never good enough,no where even close to it.
Like you are dazed and confused and those damn stomach butterflys just fucking kill you.
You feel like some big blob of nothingness just waiting to burst or something.
Thats is how i feel and no matter how many smiles,kisses,hugs,hellos.whatsups,ciggarettes,friends,sunny days or happ songs you have surrounding you the pain still sticks around!
The constant downfalls in your life just beating you down hoping,praying,wishing you dont get up.
Like some sort of disease trying to break you down and no form of medication to cure it.Thats my life in a nutshell just building up.
To have had loved and had it taken back,to have dreamed and had those dreams shattered,to be happy only to have some force break that apart constantly,to have been blessed with the lives of others only to have it taken away,to have met people who have changed your life only to watch them die,to have so much brokenheartedness,loss,tragedy,emptiness,grief,
hatred,sorrow,and tears in your life and to not know how to get rid of it.
It is such a drag.It is so hurtful.It is so lonely.I wish the pain would go away but its like my sisters last entry :
lonliness is the human condition. no one is ever going to fill that space. the best you can do is know yourself... know what you want.
Too bad i cant do either!

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12:22 pm
Love Hurts
( Everly Brothers )

Love hurts, love scars, love wounds and mars
Any heart not tough nor strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain,
Love is like a cloud, holds a lot of rain .....
Love hurts ......
Oooh ...... love hurts.

I'm young, I know, but even so
I know a thing or two, I've learned from you
I've really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Love is like a stove, burns you when it's hot
Love hurts, love hurts

Some fools rave on happiness, blissfullness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
But they're not fooling me ......

I know it isn't true, know it isn't true
Love is just a lie, made to make you blue
Love hurts ......
Oooh ...... love hurts.
Oooh ...... love hurts.

Oooh ...... love hurts.
Oooh ...... love hurts.

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11:30 am
THE USED LYRICS

"On My Own"

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x6]

Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x4]

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11:22 am
THE USED LYRICS

"Noise And Kisses"

Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up

it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up

look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up

(share with me) yeah it tears me up
(cause I need it right now) tears me up (let me see your insides)
(or write me off) and it tears me up (cause I'd rather starve now)
(if you won't open up won't open up) tears me up

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11:21 am
THE USED LYRICS

"I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)"

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin

(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting

In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)

In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

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